Thursday, March 6, 2008

I love my "Family"



I was talking to my sister one night in the instant messenger. We were kinda catching up of what's happening to her. She said she was dating someone and that she really really like this person but there is one catch. This person is also poz. At that moment I felt cold and numb. So I started to educate her about HIV and I was pretty sure at that very moment she was wondering why I knew some facts about HIV, but she didn't ask. We just continued on talking, telling her that HIV isn't bad that she could still live a normal life even if the person has the virus. They could still even have sex if that's what they want to do. And so the conversation went on until, I couldn't any longer keep my secret. I was thinking at that time that maybe this is the sign for me to open up my situation to my "family". So I told her. At first she wasn't really taking me seriously, but I told her that it's true and then started the story behind why I knew I had the virus. She was very supportive, I asked her to call my other sisters and so that I could tell them and they were also very supportive. Of course, there's the worry about how I was doing here now that I have this, or if Im feeling ok. I told them that nothing has changed in me, except for my lifestyle. On their part, they told me that nothing has changed, I am still their sister that they knew, that they love so much and that they're always there whenever the time comes for me to go....drama!

Sya mga lola!! tama na nga! See you next post!

7 comments:

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GoingStraight said...

Hi! I read some of your blog and it's saddening. I dont know if you will scoff at my suggestion but have you thought of going to a healing priest like Father Suarez in the hope that maybe you might be cured of your HIV disease? From what I know he is in the US right now. If he can cure all sorts of diseases like cancer, paralysis, etc., don't you think he can also do something for your disease.

Of course it is God who heals and he is just a mere instrument. What is needed on your part is just your faith. If you want to check out on Father Fernando's schedule, you can visit www.fatherfernando.com

I hope I was able to help. By the way, I also have a blog at:

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Feel free to correspond with me anytime. I have an email add on my blog.

Thanks and God bless.

Unknown said...

Read your blog. It is inspiring. HIV is just as similar as any life situation. It takes situations to change people. Some lose their jobs, lose their homes, gets in an accident, lose people...it takes such situations to open one's eye. The HIV realization made you a better person for sure. Be strong! Nobody holds our lives except the good Lord. Let's do what we can with the time He has given us.

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